Wannabe Ironman Triathlete living with Fibromyalgia. What is Ironman? Swim 2.4 miles, Bike 112 miles, Run 26.2 miles...brag for the rest of your life! Active member of the following Triathlon Teams/Clubs: Team Z (www.triteamz.com); DC Tri Club (www.dctriclub.com); Team RWB (www.teamrwb.org); CDifferent (www.cdifferent.org)
Monday, January 11, 2010
That spin session was no joke...
I can’t believe I am brave enough to sign up for next week’s session…but I am number 17 on the list (and there are only 17 openings) so no turning back now! ;)
Thursday, January 7, 2010
DC Tri Club Spin Session
This Saturday there is a session at Conte’s (the place I bought my bike). I was really looking forward to it. But yesterday the coach posted the following message:
“So, for those of you that have taken this with me before, I intend to “up” the tempo from the last two off-seasons and take a very special interest in seeing everyone suffer equally. And as in the past, yes you may throw water bottles at me. Let me recommend bringing a towel or two (one for you and one to keep over your headset), much-o fluid, and anything else that you would use for your own indoor session. And as you’re taking part in this well-orchestrated session of misery, I, of course, will be walking around with coffee and stopwatch in-hand.” – Andy
While I still realize this is an awesome opportunity to take advantage of some coaching with a small group (only 17 spots were available), I am TERRIFIED! My bike is brand new and I have barely put 100 miles on it…who knows how many miles we will put on our bikes in this two hour torture session!?!
My goal at the moment is to avoid the temptation of backing out. I have to stop telling myself how many other people would die for my spot…I need to start telling myself how awesome it is that I have a spot! :)
Sunday, December 27, 2009
I finally bought a new bike! :)
After months of saving up and searching, I have finally invested in a new road bike. All along I wanted a Cannondale. It all ended up working out and I even got a pretty one! Well, I think it is pretty…it is blue! It even has a carbon frame which is awesome and makes it super light. I even got a set of clip on aero bars for Christmas! It is going to take time using those…but it is going to take even more time familiarizing myself with the shoes and pedals. It is very awkward being clipped in. I haven’t fallen yet, but I am trying to do a lot of my training on the trainer before riding outside.
On Tuesday I am getting a custom bike fit to make sure everything is adjusted to fit me perfectly. I am really looking forward to that.
Friday, December 18, 2009
I registered! What was I thinking?!?! 13.1 and 70.3 here I come!


I am officially registered for two big events in 2010. The Ocean City Maryland Half Marathon on Saturday, April 24 and the Steelhead Half Ironman on Saturday, July 31.
There is no turning back now. I have paid my non-refundable registration fees and am fully committed to going the distance.
For those of you that don’t know, a half marathon is a 13.1 mile run. A half Ironman is a 1.2 mile swim, followed by a 56 mile bike ride, and ending with a 13.1 mile run (or half marathon).
I am super psyched! I will keep you all posted on how the training is going.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
It's my life...
Toward the end of my workout, Bon Jovi’s song “It’s My Life” came on. It was the exact song I needed to push me to finishing strong! In case you have never really listened to the lyrics, here is a video with the lyrics:
I love it when you have heard a song a million times, and then one day it just speaks to your heart. That definitely happened to me today!
This is my life! I am the only one that has the power to decide how I am going to act… am I going to get out of bed as soon as my alarm goes off, am I going to exercise today, am I going to eat right and get the proper servings of fruits and vegetables, am I going to be kind to others, am I going to smile through the pain of fibromyalgia, am I going to take the stairs instead of the elevator, am I going to bypass the vending machine on my way to lunch, am I going to call up my sister and tell her I love her??
There are a million more, but I think you get the idea. Every day is a choice…it’s my life, am I going to waste it?
“I ain’t gonna live forever…I just want to live while I’m alive, ‘Cause it’s my life!”
Monday, November 9, 2009
Ocean City Half Marathon
I plan on running 3 miles with hill repeats tonight...what better way to start training for a half marathon than to mix it up with some hills?? I love it!
Friday, November 6, 2009
I joined Twitter!
I will be tweeting various training info and also motivational stuff that helps push me along. I can't promise it will be interesting...but hey, if you are reading my blog, then I promise it won't be any worse than this! :)
Race the weekend before the 2010 Election???
The down side is that it is the Saturday before the 2010 Election. I would need to head down to Florida by Wednesday at the latest...not sure what my boss would think of that. However, a lot of what I do would be wrapped up by then, so maybe it would fly? I am going to be meeting with my boss next week, and hopefully I will let this little dilemma come up.
So assuming I am able to get past the whole work thing...I would be super psyched about this race! I would not need a wet-suit...which let's face it, is pretty awesome. The bike is pretty flat, I mean it is Florida after all. The one down side is that it will be super hot during the run. But hey, I can deal with a little heat. :)
I would definitely rather do this one over the one in Boise! We shall see how the next few weeks pan out at work. I will keep you posted.
Friday, October 23, 2009
This whole raw food thing isn't that bad!
Day 1: My juicer broke Monday morning. I thought about pushing my start date back a week, since the juicer is pretty important! But instead I just ate what I needed to, and exchanged my juicer that night. It tended to complicate things a bit, but in the end I am really glad I decided to stick to the original plan of starting on Monday October 19 no matter what!
Day 2: Nothing really happened that was overly memorable on day 2. My roommates and I went out for ice cream with some friends that night, so that was my first real challenge. I really wanted some ice cream! I don't even like ice cream that much so I thought it was funny that I was so tempted to sneak a bite! :)
Day 3: This was the first really hard day. While I still didn't feel hungry, I am eating LOTS, it was the first day I started getting really tired of the fruits and vegetables. I tried eating some raw almonds and they are not good. I usually have baked, salted ones.
Day 4: Everything really started to catch up. I don't know how people do this 100% for their entire life!
Oh well... Maybe I will do it every other week or something.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Raw Food Diet...
Well, I am going to start one on Monday October 19...no if's, and's, or but's.
Wish me luck!
Friday, September 25, 2009
I'm done being ordinary...
It doesn't matter how the world sees us. How do we see ourselves? If we see ourselves as being simply ordinary, then that is all we are. However, if we see ourselves as being extraordinary then we are. It is that simple.
What makes someone extraordinary?
Ordinary people want to make money, extraordinary people want to make a difference. I want to make a difference! I want to become an Ironman so that I can motivate others to set and go after seemingly impossible goals.
This raises another question. How do we make a difference? There is no right or wrong answer to this one. I think we all have opportunities to make a difference. How many of us take advantage of them? I know I am certainly guilty of letting some opportunities pass me by. One of my favorite quotes is "Opportunities don't disappear, they go to those who seize them!"
If we want to stop being ordinary, and start being extraordinary we have to start seizing opportunities when they knock at our door.
Have you made a difference today? Do you see yourself as being extraordinary? Have you made someone smile today? Sometimes that is all it takes.
Ironman 70.3 Boise

Monday, September 14, 2009
Setting SO BIG goals...
I was reading through an old journal and I found that quote. Unfortunately I didn't write down the name of who said it. More than likely it was the Stake President. It sounds like something he would say.
Setting the goal of becoming an Ironman before my 30th birthday is definitely a huge goal. If you know me, you know that it is a super huge, and seemingly impossible goal. I know that when I achieve it, it will totally blow my mind.
Sometimes it is hard to stay motivated when we make long-term goals. I am definitely going through one of those phases. I know that it is the challenging times like right now that will make the victory even better. When I cross that finish line one day, I will be filled with emotion.
Crossing the finish line is a day I constantly dream about. I have to admit, sometimes I don't think I am capable of it. I am too big, losing weight is taking too long, and I have too many health issues. Those are some of the things I think about when I get in this mood. But then I think about the joy that will come from crossing the finish line, and I kick my butt back into gear.
I have set a goal so big that when I achieve it, it will blow my mind! That will open the door for me to share my testimony. I know that God lives. I know that his son, Jesus Christ, lived, he died, and he lives again. I know that one day I will have the opportunity to return to live with him. I am thankful for his love, and for the atoning sacrifice of my savior Jesus Christ. I want everyone to have the comforting love that comes with this knowledge.
I hope that one day I will be able to share this testimony with people all over the world. I especially dream of the day I will be able to motivate the youth to set SO BIG goals. If I can finish an ironman (which I can and will one day) then I know nothing is impossible. ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE!
Monday, September 7, 2009
Got milk? Got a sippy cup?

Sunday, September 6, 2009
Discover the Champion in YOU!
Today's message #414 was on explosive blessings. Some of us are planning on having an average year, but God is planning on an extraordinary year. He has supernatural opportunities, supernatural healing, and his is planning on doing supernatural things in our lives. It is going to be a year where new seeds of promise will be planted in our lives.
Joel talked about three words we have to constantly repeat when things look down, "Lord I Believe." Whenever we think we can't do something we are told to do, just say "Lord I Believe." There are so many biblical (and for that matter BOM) stories that show the way the Lord can multiply our strength but we just have to believe and be ready for the supernatural and amazing things that will be done in our life.
I want to dare to believe in supernatural increase. I know my job is not my source, but God is my source. When we put our faith out there we are allowing God to show up and do supernatural things.
PSALM 37:4 says "Delight thyself also in the Lord; and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart." God is longing to be good to us but we have to get our thoughts in the right direction.
Genesis 18:14 is where God said to Sarah "Is any thing too hard for me Lord?" Joel even said we could phrase that "Is there anything too wonderful for me Lord?" I like that. We have to make a decision to stay in faith. When we believe it sets a series of events in motion.
I have the faith to know that I am going to see supernatural increase and explosive blessings. Without that faith I would not be able to even dream about becoming an ironman.
He even talked to us single people...He encouraged us to know that someone great is going to come into our path. We just have to believe that we will be in the right place at the right time to meet that great person. God knows what we need and how to get it to us.
For more information on Joel Osteen visit his site at www.JoelOsteen.com
My Custom Orthotics are AWESOME!
I continued to wear them the rest of the day on Saturday. I even did some light short jogging Saturday night, and my feel still feel great. I am going to keep taking it easy because I don't want to mess anything up, and obviously the treatment is working. But at the same time it is really hard not to run when my feet and ankles feel better than they have in years! This is truly an answered prayer.
I have always said my weakest link in the ironman is the run...hopefully with my feet getting better I will be able to run more and improve making the run my strongest link! Wouldn't that be incredible!!?? I mean after all in 7th and 8th grade I did cross-country. So I should be able to go 26.2 miles now that I am older but still young. We shall see. I am super excited to try and now I cannot wait for my next doctors appointment. I hope he tells me it is okay to start training again!!! Wish me luck.

Thursday, September 3, 2009
I can Go the Distance
I have never been a fan of Michael Bolton, even as musical as I was. I always thought his music belonged in an elevator and never on someones collection of favorites. That being said, one of my new favorite's is actually a Michael Bolton song. But it is from the Disney movie "Hercules" so it is ok. Here are the lyrics: I have often dreamed of a far off place Where a hero's welcome, would be waiting for me Where the crowds will cheer, when they see my face And a voice keeps saying, this is where I'm meant to be I'll be there someday, I can go the distance I will find my way, if I can be strong I know every mile, will be worth my while When I go the distance, I'll be right where I belong Down an unknown road to embrace my fate Though the road may wander, it will lead me to you And a thousand years, would be worth the wait It might take a lifetime, but somehow I'll see it through And I won't look back, I can go the distance And I'll stay on track, no, I won't accept defeat It's an uphill slope, but I won't lose hope Till I go the distance, and my journey is complete But to look beyond the glory is the hardest part For a hero's strength is measured by his heart Like a shooting star, I will go the distance I will search the world, I will face its harms I don't care how far, I can go the distance Till I find my hero's welcome, waiting in your arms I will search the world, I will face its harms Till I find my hero's welcome, waiting in your arms I just think that is an amazing song. It is definitely getting added to my play list. I think we can all be hero's. A hero to me is someone who goes the distance [in anything]. Sometimes life is hard, but with the strength that comes through faith, anything (and I mean anything) is possible! I know I will cross that finish line one day. I hope it is before I turn 30. I can go the distance! |
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
"Face Trials with Smiles"
http://www.lds.org/ldsorg/v/index.jsp?hideNav=1&locale=0&sourceId=d64682066bda7110VgnVCM100000176f620a____&vgnextoid=024644f8f206c010VgnVCM1000004d82620aRCRD
It is about a boy named Porter who only has one arm. His story is very inspirational. My favorite quote from the article is when Porter tells the reader to "Tackle your biggest trials with your biggest smiles...Do everything happy. When I'm happy and I'm enjoying what I'm doing, I do better at it. No matter how rough the road gets, you can always make it a happy situation. Just put it in the Lord's hands, and then do everything you can."
I want to face all of my trials, the big and the small, with smiles! :)
Friday, August 21, 2009
Strength and Patience
This is one of my favorite scriptures so it is only fitting that it would be the first one to appear in my blog.
"And now, my sons, remember, remember that it is upon the rock of our Redeemer, who is Christ, the Son of God, that ye must build your foundation; that when the devil shall send forth his might winds, yea, his shafts in the whirlwind, yea, when all his hail and his mighty storm shall beat upon you, it shall have no power over you to drag you down to the gulf of misery and endless wo, because of the rock upon which ye are build, which is a sure foundation, a foundation whereon if men build they cannot fall." Helaman 5:12
I just love that one because it reassures me that as long as my foundation (testimony) is rock solid, there is nothing that can stop me from accomplishing my goals. Assuming my goals are in line with the plan the Lord has for me.
These are two scriptures I found recently while studying "Patience." I really like them!
"Wherefore seeing we also are compassed about with so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which doth so easily beset us, and let us run with patience the race that is set before us" Hebrews 1:1
When I read that one, I knew it was going to make the list. I think the concept of setting aside all the weight (worldly distractions) and our biggest sin to run the path that is set before us. Since I truly believe I am supposed to be taking this journey to becoming and Ironman before my 30th birthday, this scripture could easily become one of my new favorites.
"For I know that thou wast in bonds; yea, and I also know that thou was stoned for the word's sake; and thou didst bear all these things with patience because the Lord was with thee; and now thou knowest that the Lord did deliver thee.And now my son, Shiblon, I would that ye should remember, that as much as ye shall put your trust in God even so much ye shall be delivered out of your trials, and your troubles, and your afflictions, and ye shall be lifted up at the last day." Alma 38:4-5
This scripture helps for a lot of reasons. I think it is interesting that I would find so much help from it considering the fact that I have never been thrown into prison and starved like Shiblon was. Nonetheless it gives me strength. We all have trials, troubles, and afflictions. But we will all be lifted up at the last day if we are patient, faithful, and continue to put our trust in God.No running for at least another month...
I guess that officially rules out any additional races for the year. But hopefully I will be as good as new for next year's season! :)